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j@Nu@ry : pr3$3N+ 2006
ju1y : d3c3Mb3r 2005
j@Nu@ry : juN3 2005
ju1y : d3c3Mb3r 2004
j@Nu@ry : juN3 2004
ju1y : d3c3Mb3r 2003
j@Nu@ry : juN3 2003
juN3 : d3c3Mb3r 2002

12.30.02 :
a clown with a frown walking down to the sidewalk fair

Date has no relevance... consider this my birth :
help me i broke apart my insides. help me i've got no soul to sell. help me the only thing that works for me. help me get away from myself.

same as previous, 2002 :
this buzzing, humming noise is the only thing keeping me from losing focus on reality

12.28.02 :
this suffocation is unbearable... but breathing might give me away

12.26.02 :
We're stuck in the middle... between a rock and a hard place

x-fucking-mas, 2002 :
a happy pessimist singing a bittersweet serenade -- a sell-out, some would say

Faux-X-mas, D. 22, 2002 :
When the sun shines, you get cancer; when it rains, the world is flooded in T-7 seconds

un mois avec mon petit ami, 2002 :
the words are "Hush, let's not get busted... let's lay entwined here, undiscovered."

first day of freedom, 12>17>02 :
Return of...me

11.30.02 :
monday's child has learned to tie his bootlace

National Un-Vegetarian Day 2002 :
Say Cheese and Die!

death day, 11)27)02 :
words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup, they slither wildly as they slip away across the universe...

17.11.02 :
this girl's going to kill me....this girl's going to kill me... she's my favorite piece of plastic held to my ear...

11.10.02 :
I am a product of my environment... don't blame me, I just work here but I wanna FUCK YOU!!!

11.5.2 :
i grow tired of my design...i need a new mind...give me something else to think about

11.04.02 :
she's some kind of wonderful...yeah yeah yeah yeaaah

11.03.02 :
SHED MY SKIN AGAIN, THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE!

11.03.02 :
my friend lonesome is unconditional

11.02.02 :
so shut the FUCK UP

10.26.02 :
...and I know I don't have the right to bug you with how this feels... its just the hardest thing I've been through, nothing's ever felt so real...

10.23.02 :
what are we? (what you wanna be) Everything (that you wanna be) All I need (right in front of me)

10.19.02 :
I wanna wear my heart on my sleeve.. I want you to take notice of me

10.17.02 :
oi to the punks, and oi to the skins, but oi to the world and everybody wins OI OI!

10.15.02 :
how many special people change? how many lives are living strange?

10.14.02 :
...its not the size of the hump, its the motion of the camel

10.13.02 :
you try her on for size, she fits nice, One-Size-Fits-All

10.12.02 :
dreaming of something, reaching for something, just waiting for the sun to carry me in

10.10.02 :
i carried their anthem convinced it was mine

10.10.02 :
...and all the kids would line up super early just to eat!

10.09.02 :
ashes to ashes, dust to dust, sometimes i just feel like giving up

10.07.02 :
turn to me now, we'll make it somehow, cuz time's are tough and I won't let you down...

:
my Reviews

10.03.02 :
day's dawning... skin's crawling...

10.01.02 :
you and I are like when fire and the ocean floor collide...

09.29.02 :
they say a hero can save us - I'm not gonna stand here and wait

09.22.02 :
i can't see me lovin nobody but you for all my life

09.19.02 :
If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands!... *silence*

09.07.02 :
walk away me boy, walk away me boys, and by morning we'll be free. wipe that golden tear from your mother dear, and raise what's left of the flag for me...

08.11.02 :
anyone lives in anywho town, with up so floating many bells down..

08.10.02 :
i am still a skeptic, yes you know me (know me)... been best friends and will be 'til we die...

08.10.02 :
bold little soldiers, flags sown to their shoulders... this insight spawns despair...

08.09.02 :
no, you can never stop me - i do what i chose... but if you try to shut me out, some skin you're gonna lose

08.08.02 :
i question the intention of the boy scouts chanting "WAR WAR WAR WAR WAR!!!" or maybe not

08.06.02 :
aishiteta to nakeku ni wa... kawaita hitomi de dareka na itekure...

08.05.02 :
and they call this freedom...not what it seems to me, sugar coated disease, buckle at the knees

08.04.02 :
and now we dance like warriors on the battle field - only triumph in a moment of glory

08.02.02 :
rubber bands - the toys of the poor

08.01.02 :
if this is hell, im sure this is how it smells

07.29.02 :
i think its time we blow this scene... get everybody and their stuff together... okay, three, two, one - let's jam

07.25.02 :
i have to cover my ears until she disappears, so i can cry

07.24.02 :
a short description of this entry for the "older links" page: (just for lack of inspiration)

07.24.02 :
there was something she wasn't telling me, something she was trying to hide. maybe it was the way i dressed - maybe it was another guy

07.22.02 :
mama, give me my medicine that makes me feel like a tall tree...

07.21.02 :
yeah yeah, the bathroom of love! oh oh oooh

07.20.02 :
im in love with a girl named Spike

07.19.02 :
i believe the word you are looking for is "AHHHHHHHH!"

07.18.02 :
because this census indicates and this atlas has related 3 billion humynz I haven't irritated. I've got a lot of work to do. 3 billion people. That's 3 billion snotty fuck you's.

07.17.02 :
its about prescience, no, not the science-fiction kind, its all about ignorance, and greed and miracles for the blind

07.16.02 :
when she's saying that she wants only me then i wonder why she sleeps with my friends

07.15.02 :
watch the blood run down her face but don't take notice... watch the blood run down her arms, please don't take notice...

07.09.02 :
they were killed by the things from uranus

06.25.02 :
never thought the furnace was gonna burn us

06.24.02 :
i dont miss my span of attention: i do miss my old friend tim

n0VV

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